START | Hello friend
I'm Liy, a tropical cryptid foraging for narrative resources and sharing them with you in writing that is human, not autotuned.

- 🦜 I am a knowledge worker foraging for narrative resources to resist collective forgetting.
- I am here to be the strange Southeast Asian Muslim ancestor of my dreams.
- 🍉 Here is where I play with communicating what I have learned in independent study so that you and I can endure The Long Now together.
Everything I post here I try to keep 'evergreen,’ easy to read, and meaningful for you. If you valued something I wrote, buy me a coffee! This lets me know to keep going. You can also send a link to someone else, or make a prayer for my well-being the way you know how.
"Across the ages, humans have left evidence in the form of relics about orienting themselves towards something Sacred, Ultimate, or Holy Other." - amina wadud
I keep a place to return to whenever you remember it, hopefully with your tea of choice. Some house rules:
🪬 Do not feed my voice to the slop machine
A human being wrote this. There is no generative 'AI' here, just my messy flesh and blood crafting every transmission slowly as an act of care in between other obligations. Stay for the OPPOSITE of themed auto-playlists, polished people-pleasing text, eerie unreal images that interrupt our recognition of what is human in each other.
🪬 Accept that some things are for you, but not all
I choose what I write about here, and I do not write for everyone. I do not value 'producing content' to maximise popularity or profit. I use this space to practice acts of service that help others feel less alone. This means I write in solidarity with different groups of people. Let's not expect every post here to resonate with you the same way. I have added a dedication section at the top of most essays to help set expectations of your attention and time.
🪬 Be a chill guest
Here is not the space or time to defend theologies and ideologies of domination and exclusion. The world is not improved when you use rejection narratives to bully and burden others. Take responsibility for your reactions when reading. While you are a guest in my garden of free time, let's keep as many possibilities open as we can for a world with less domination and exclusion in it, not more.

Before the 2020 pandemic changed everything, I was co-organising community spaces for isolated queer people to befriend the Qur'an together. I also started a zettelkasten notes system that I still use today. While sheltering in place, I co-wrote the love letter I've always wanted to make, a spiritual workbook called The Signs In Ourselves.
Now I cultivate this pocket of the web in my free time, and curate collections of essays, tools and stories saved for others. Every thoughtful reader is an honour.
Read some of my personal favourites:



Spirit Garden
At this point, God is mine: Notes where I practice being the Muslim ancestor of my dreams.
All posts in Spirit GardenNotes Garden
Sharing reflections from what I read and watch, and notes from thinking in my zettelkasten.
All posts in the Notes GardenFuture Garden
Essays practicing for later, formed from the alchemy of different reading notes.
All posts in Future GardenImaginary Garden
Short stories, flash fiction, role play, possible and impossible timelines.
All posts in the Imaginary GardenPoem Garden
There's never a wrong time for a poem. Some I made and some I share with you from others.
All posts in the Poem GardenSite icon: Iconathon. Typefaces: Sora and Arvo.








