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I'm Liy, and I am here to be the ancestor of my dreams.


I am a knowledge worker and AuDHD tropical cryptid foraging for narrative resources in Southeast Asia. I am here to be the strange Muslim ancestor of my dreams. This site is where I play with communicating lifelong learning to tend to our attention spans. Everything I post I try to keep as evergreen as possible. Before the 2020 global pandemic changed everything, I was co-organising community spaces for queer feminists to befriend the Qur'an together. I also started a zettelkasten notes system that I still use today. While sheltering in place, I co-wrote the love letter I've always wanted to make, The Signs In Ourselves. These days, I cultivate this pocket of the web in my free time, and curate collections of essays, tools and stories saved for others in between work hours. Every thoughtful reader is an honour.
"Across the ages, humans have left evidence in the form of relics about orienting themselves towards something Sacred, Ultimate, or Holy Other." - amina wadud
I keep a place to return to whenever you remember it, hopefully with your tea of choice. Some house rules:
- 🧿 A human being always wrote it. There is no space for generative 'AI' here, just my messy flesh and blood crafting these transmissions slowly as an act of care in between other obligations. Stay for the opposite of themed auto-playlists, polished people-pleasing text, eerie unreal images that interrupt our recognition of what is human in each other.
- 🧿 I choose what I write about here, and I do not write for everyone. I do not value 'producing content' to maximise popularity or profit. What I use this space to do is practice acts of service with the intention of helping others feel less alone and more oriented in their solidarity.
- 🧿 This is not the space or the time to defend theologies and ideologies of domination and exclusion. The world is not improved with narratives of rejection that bully and isolate using reactionary panic and shrunken views on life. While you are a guest in my garden of free time, let's keep as many possibilities open as we can for a world with less domination and exclusion in it, not more.

Spirit Garden
At this point, God is mine: Notes where I practice being the Muslim ancestor of my dreams.
All posts in Spirit GardenNotes Garden
Sharing reflections from what I read and watch, and notes from thinking in my zettelkasten.
All posts in the Notes GardenFuture Garden
Essays practicing for later, formed from the alchemy of different reading notes.
All posts in Future GardenImaginary Garden
Short stories, flash fiction, role play, possible and impossible timelines.
All posts in the Imaginary GardenPoem Garden
There's never a wrong time for a poem. Some I made and some I share with you from others.
All posts in the Poem GardenSite icon: Iconathon. Typefaces: Sora and Montagu Slab.